Self Reflection: Cinta Time Study???~ OK ke KO??

Assalamualaikum...
B4 I proceed, forgive me for my 'Rojak' language after diz k, huhuh~

Okay...my grandma, mum n my dad slalu kata...
blajar dlu...jgn nk berkawan-kawan..( bhs halus org lama)
tp hehehe...anak mama n bpa + cucu nenek ne xdgr cakap...
ada jga wajah rahsia hati ne, hehehehe...*blush*
mama somehow support gak..(somehow, I guess..)
myb coz he's a good guy, huhu..
or just menjaga hati anak perempuan mama nan sorg ne, huhu..
sayang la ngan mama..bapa pn sayang gak,
garang2 bapa pn sbb sayangkan anak perempuan bapa ne kn, hehehe^^

mama slalu cakap..
JANGAN CURANG! (support la tu ea??? huhuhu)
for him, and for me...kapel2 gak,
tp study jgn tggl beb..study mesti EXCELLENT!
jgn kecewakan harapan family yg menggunung,
batas agama kna jaga...dh la xda ikatan..
syaitan di mana2, bahaya..~
Saling ingat-mengingati ttg salah silap..
somehow, yup..
cinta time study is OK..if it's in the right track..
and have the right person..
it motivates you to be better, to put your extra effort to improve yourself..
depending on the person's persona..

Yet, some people, lalai bla bercinta...
sudahnya, cinta ntah ke mana,
study ntah ke mana...ke laut plak jadinya...
haaaaa...part ne I x ska...
mintak dijauhkan, nauzubillah..
keep me in your siratul mustaqim (jalan yang lurus), Ya ALLAH~
takut gak lau jadi camni,
sbb tu la blajar rajin2...
dah la ak bkn dlm golongan yang genius kan...
yet at least have the effort to study..
I have been given a good mind, a good health, and Allah memudahkan rezekiku utk terus belajar..
and also having the ability think critically, so I'm able to generate brilliant ideas..
that's why I love to enhance my general knowledge,
to improve myself..^^

InsyaAllah...
selagi aku masih bernafas, aku akan terus menuntut ilmu..
Cinta bukan satu alasan utk lalai dalam study, yet it's good to a certain degree..
depends on how I handle it...
lau ada jodoh, Alhamdulilah...
be positive je..
semuanya in Allah's hand, redha, tawakal and berusaha aja...
I've read something from a book, (I can't remember the title)
sometimes,Allah tiadakan jodoh kita dgn seseorg,
adalah kerana Dia tidak tahan melihat kita terus bergelumang dengan maksiat..
and menambahkan dosa...
and InsyaAllah, kita akan berjumpa dengan org yg lebih baik..
Tapi...ak selalu berdoa..
kekalkanlah aku dgn wajah rahsia hatiku yg sekarang ne...
the 'Adam' that I have now,
coz dh byk dugaan, cabaran n pengorbanan yg telah kami hadapi utk spi ke tahap ini~
and kami dah buktikan,
Wlupun kapel, still kami x berhenti berusaha utk success dlm hidup,
berjaya masuk IPT (Alhamdulillah..), be a teacher yang akan berbakti kepada anak bangsa satu hari nanti (InsyaAllah)..
and for him,a policeman that will serve his country through thick and thin..
Bukan menunjuk, jauh sekali riak..
tapi terus bermotivasi utk terus mengorak langkah utk berjaya dalam kehidupan,
not only in the world, yet also in the Hereafter, InsyaAllah...

So
Cinta time study, OK ke KO???
depends on yourself, on how you argue it..
tepuk dada tanya selera~^^

P/s : Doakan kesejahteraan kami, and our family, and our friends as well.. Appreciate all your prayers so  much!^^~