stressed and exhausted~

too busy for weeks...
and i'm exhausted..
piled with assignments and programmes etc....
yet somehow i enjoyed this..
rather than spending time alone and doing nothing...
it makes me stress more...~

Earth Hour finally passed,
and an Earth Hour programme was held in our campus..
we have joined the performance and yell competition...
and guess what??
TESL students ruled the competition!
all the groups in our course won, hahah~
and our group had achieved 1st place for the BEST PERFORMANCE!
we had done some and singing,
and my role was an antagonist- the AIR POLLUTANTS~
hehehehe....and I bullied the "MOTHER EARTH", alongside with the other pollutants such as water pollutants, sound pollution, and the RUBBISH, who said the most popular lines on that night-
"WE'RE RUBBISH!"
hahahahahahhahahahaha...
seriously, if u were there with us, you'll laugh..
it's hilarious!
until now, they still remember the lines, huhu..~
i wanted to deliver my lines differently,
with Sailor Moon villains' laugh perhaps...heheh
(imagine....)
yet....I'm extremely shy to do it, huhuh~

there are some technical problems when they announced the winners..
at first, we got the best performance title, and yell too...
yet, they (the organisers) said that they had done some mistakes during the announcement,
and we have to give the other title (and hamper) to the actual winner..
hmmm...
that's alright, 'rezeki' are meant to share..right??huhuhu...

okay...got to continue my work...i don't know when i'm going to update my blog again,
piled with tons of works right now....
yet somehow, don't worry..I will~^^

have an awesome time everyone!

P/s: Sailormoon Villain's evil laugh-HAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

Onana...what's my name??

.Nur Rena Annissa.

is it my real name???

sorry...no, it's not my real name...

yet somehow it connected to my name..hoho~

seriously..^^

sweet name isn't it??

but...my real name given by my father..

is much sweeter...^_^

it means "the brave and pious light"

sweet..and suits me well, huhu..^^

people who know me,

they know my real name is..

my appearance, my behaviour etc...

but to those who only know me through blog @ social network,

that's okay..

coz all of you can know me through my writings...

and don't worry..

it's the real ME~

call me Nur. Rena. Reen or anything suitable and good to hear..

i'll gladly accept it..~

i just didn't tell my real name here...^_^

a wishful present for our anniversary~

see my point here..???

i wish that guy, the commander... who bravely faced his battalion..

(of coz he is brave, he's  the leader- staff sergeant^^)

to be my present..

yup,

that's him 

he's the one,

and only him ~

My Adam^^

yet i'll only see him when he's back here from Johore..T_T

miss him so much~

~Lonely and Busy Anniversary..~

Happy 2nd Anniversary...~^^
for what??
it's my hubby to-be and me, a.k.a OUR anniversary for being together!
i suppose to be happy, am I???
yet...I'm not..
I do happy and glad that our relationship is still strong,
and stronger each day~ ^_^
love him so much...
yet, in this beautiful and meaningful day,
i sat my MOCK EXAM...
then my first paper is Language Description..
the KILLER paper...huh~

even though my friends are here with me,
smile and laugh with me, but still...
i feel very lonely..
coz it's not meaningful for me to celebrate our anniversary alone, AGAIN~
he's away rite now..
he did called me yesterday...
wished me HAPPY ANNIVERSARY...
and he said best of luck for the upcoming exam,
do the best, and he'll pray for me...
and told me to take care of myself...
i tried to hold my tears,
yet he said something that made my tears flowing like rain as soon as he said them..~

he said these in Malay..
"LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH,
I'LL DO MY BEST HERE, AND YOU SHOULD DO YOUR BEST TOO..
DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME, JUST BE SAFE FOR ME..
I'M SORRY FOR NOT BEING THERE, and....
WAIT FOR ME TO COME HOME, AND I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU.."

i apologized to him for crying again,
for crying like a crybaby..
i know all along..
but now i realized that it's hard for me to find a guy like him ever again...
he's doing my best for his family and me..
and support me to study hard...
i'm thankful for loving someone like him,
and very thankful for having someone like him...

even though it has been a lonely and busy anniversary,
but still..
~I'M THANKFUL FOR EVERYTHING..~

p/s: now craving for cake....secret recipe's cake would be delightful, hmmm..~

True~

one of my most favourite song of all time!
love diz song since its first release, if i'm not mistaken,
when i was in form 2 @form 3~
hoho~
it's been a long time!~


I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line 
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line 
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line 
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true...^^

Happy Moments~

Huwaaahhhhhh!!!!~

I'm so happy this week!

not only sport's day was already ended,

and our division won 2nd place..(ok laahhh!!)

but also my hubby called me several times, in a week! ^_^

i bet he wants to make amend, since he hasn't call me last week, AT ALL!

but i understand though, and know that he's busy training in a Police Training Center in Johore~

well, 

he called me 2 times on Thursday morning + night (it's IPG's sport's day) and Friday night..~

he promised me that he'll try to call on Sunday, since Monday will be our 2nd year anniversary together..^^

he cannot call on workdays, esp Monday coz he would be really busy at that time,

plus the other 1,500 trainees will also want to use the one and only phone booth (HUH!!)~

miss him a lot...miss him a lot!!

exam is also on Monday..~ T_T

aiyark, i'm so scared....

wish me luck!