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Friday, April 29, 2011

~introvert mode, activated~



Originally, I am an introvert person,
I really am.
The one that keep all the things for herself,
and seldom share her problems or part of her life to anyone.
Even to my my dad, and sometimes my mum.
My abang, he already knows about the introvert me, huhuh~
even there are some other things I didn't tell him, he already knows without ME telling him.
we have some sort of connection, and I know if he keep something from me.
So do him.


Still, only these people know all the things about me.

My friends, oh..I'm extremely introvert to them.
There are so much things that they didn't know about me.
before, I wanted to let them know many things about my life
and I let them for a while..
yet, recently today,
I decided to close the door,
and let them know some other things
that I decided to let them to know.
and only the things that they can see..

It's not that i'm afraid to express myself,
or didn't want to share my problems, or my life to others,
it's just that...
it's better to keep it to myself..
i know in psychological side,
it's not good for myself...
yet it's better for me....
keep myself mysterious in certain aspects of me,
and get personal.

From now on, introvert mode..
~~ACTIVATED~~

Takkan Pernah Ada....~




Dia memang hanya dia
Ku s’lalu memikirkannya
Tak pernah ada habisnya
Benar dia, benar hanya dia
Ku s’lalu menginginkannya
Belaian dari tangannya

Mungkin hanya dia
Harta yang paling terindah
Di perjalanan hidupku
Sejak derap denyut nadiku
Mungkin hanya dia
Indahnya sangat berbeda
Ku haus merindukannya

Ku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku
Kaulah yang terakhir dalam hidupku
Tak ada yang lain hanya kamu
Tak pernah ada
Takkan pernah ada

Benar dia, benar hanya dia
Ku s’lalu menginginkannya
Belaian dari tangannya
Mungkin hanya dia
Indahnya sangat berbeda
Ku haus merindukannya

Ku ingin kau tahu isi hatiku
Kaulah yang terakhir dalam hidupku
Tak ada yang lain hanya kamu
Tak pernah ada
Takkan pernah ada


Ku ingin kau selalu di pikiranku
Kau yang selalu larut dalam darahku
Tak ada yang lain
Hanya kamu
Tak pernah ada
Takkan pernah ada...^_^
 
 
 

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Contest 4??~

Hmmm??? Contest?? Haha..just try it~ cambest ja...
I was tagged by Ummi Nadirah, so try aja laaaaaa...hehehehe

sebagai plengkap syarat,,aku post la jgk ne banner knun... =)
* Empat perkara yang menggambarkan anda...
   -Very sensitive, yet depends on the thing la..
   - Mature enough as a 21 years old girl..
   - Loves serenity..
   -Very hard to fall in love (seriously..the guy who took my heart is very lucky)~

* Empat nama manja...
   - Hanis (Family and Sabahan members)
   - Reen (Jenanians/ Peninsula n Yayasan Sabah friends)
   - Kak (My 2 brothers n my juniors in former school)
   - Nur (good name..hehe)

* Empat perkara baik yang kamu buat hari ini...
   - adviced my friend
   - held myself from bursting my anger (somehow, I pissed off a bit just now)
   - given 4.0 in evaluation..(huhuh)
   -responded kindly to the 'poker face' person that made me upset

* Empat tempat yang nak sangat pergi...
   - Mekah
   -Kedah Darul Aman (My former school in Jitra)
   - Danau Toba (largest volcanic crater lake- wanna see it!)
   - Lembah Danum (The Lost World of Sabah and the oldes forest in the world)

* Empat benda yang wajib bawa bila keluar...
   - Handphone....In case my family n my hubby calls~ =)
   - Kad Pelajar....in case if I want to watch movie, hehe =)
   - IC..
   - and of coz, MONEY!!

* Empat perkara terakhir kamu buat sebelum join contest ni....
   - Posted something at FB...
   - bought some food =D
   - chit-chatting with my friends
   - answered my hubby's phone call =D

* Empat orang paling kamu sayang di dunia ne....
   - My Mama 
   -Bapa~
   - Siblings-
   -My hubby (name?? it's confidential to a certain extent)
   
* Empat jenis ragam manusia yang kamu jumpa hari ini...
   - Hypocrite
   - Poker face
   - Funny
   -Lovable
* Empat misi yang mesti kamu capai tahun ni...
   - Trim my body (MUST!, yet my hubby didn't like this idea)
   - pass my final exam with flying colours!
   - be a better person
   - enter PISMP, hehehe..

* Empat habit buruk kamu....
   - cannot be frank with others
   - easily show my expression..(hard to control)=D
   -lazy (indeed a disease!)
   - eat a lot..(even others said I'm not) hmmm..

* Empat perkara yang kamu fobia...
   -Motorcycle!
   - somehow..cockroach =D
   - make my dad angry =D
   - endless bebelan~

* Empat sebab join contest ni....
   - kinda fun, huhu~
   - someone tagged me
   - muhasabah diri~
   - like these kind of questions, huhu~

that's all...heheh..dunno la how to tag, aiyah~


Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Miss him so much. Can I fly to Johore instead? :-)

True Friends~

And I'm thankful coz I have true friends, even there are still many fake person that I know too~
these fake person..
only come to me whenever they're in need...
and forget me when they're happy
and badmouthed me at the back..
screw la those type of people! huh~~

Friends~

Saturday, April 23, 2011

i'm back everyone!

Assalamualaikum wbt~
pardon me for not updating my blog, quite sometime...
extremely busy with activities n etc~~
now i'm kin of free from assignments, so alright.
i can spend my time blogging,
and read others' blogs~




 i said that i'm busy rite...
yes, i was extremely busy...
piles of assignments, tesl camp, school visit to sipitang,
tesl camp, and many more....

very much exhausted,
yet now, when works are already finished,
and now i feel extremely boring...
huhuh~~


guess i'm workaholic now, somehow~~